Just wanted to check in and tell everyone how I have been doing. I have had no contact with him still.
Has been since Monday so that is good for me! I told him on Monday that this time I am going to be really strong. So far so good.
I started reading Co Dependent No More again and again see all the signs of myself being co-dependent. What is really weird is when I finally left my ex-boyfriend that was an alcoholic I read this book and thought I was doing better and then got into the relationship with my boyfriend that is now doing drugs. At least this time I didn't waste as much time as last time (3 1/2 Years) and I saw the signs and am starting walk away early on and realize that the way I am acting is not healthy.
Thanks for all the encouragement!!! I am looking forward to living a better life!