((((((Gwen))))))
My prayers and positive thoughts are with you....Cali said it well, try to surround yourself with positive images of a very positive result and remember in your heart how far you have come. If you do have to serve some time, your HP has a reason...keep your heart and soul open to that thought, regardless of the outcome.
You are a wonderful person and mom and all will work out for you...One day at a time you will get through this. We are here, no matter the outcome, we are always praying and supporting you. Hugs and prayers.