Hey nanita and stone,
Welcome to the club with the highest dues - AA.
For agnostics, or anyone else, I love to point out what we say in the promises:
"that God could and would if he were sought".
And in step 2:
"Came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity".
Notice that the bolded words above are not "found" and "believed".
Its about the journey, not the destination.
Keep posting, I am pulling for you. Feel free to email or IM anytime. Stone if you kill those chickens I'll cook 'em!