Thanks, guys. I love all the support here and I really am going to make this work. You know, I thought I was going to have a problem with the Lord's Prayer at the end of the meeting, but even that doesn't bother me. Yesterday's topic was Step 6, so the conversation was all about God. I expressed my feelings about not knowing if I believe there's a God or not, and not liking Him very much if there is one. No one was offended and several people commented to me about it, and I found there insight very interesting. Many of them started out with the same beliefs that I have and changed over time. Perhaps that will happen to me as well.
Paul - get on that bicycle and get to a meeting, okay? We can do this together!
Stone, being new to AA and, like me, anti-AA, I'm anxious to hear how you feel after 30 days or so.