I wish that people weren't so stupid as to try crack - not even one time-
knowing it was sooo addictive. I don't get that part - why do it in the first place.
When he relapsed before - I did no contact & he got worse for 2 mths. and then
went to rehab.
He sometimes went to mtgs. but was way too tired to go alot because of
physical exhaustion after working 10 hrs. I witnessed the exhaustion.
If he was not too tired - he might have gone to more mtgs. & may have gotten
stronger to fight the cravings.
I'm not making excuses!!!
I do know that he has been to rehab a bunch of times over the last 15 yrs.
I hope I someday can get to the place where you are at.
My problem is that I will always have to know him because of our daughter.
And I will always have a soft spot in my heart that takes turns with the anger.