Highly Confused WELCOME,
Please reconsider going to Al-Anon.....The program can give you the support and tools you're going to need if you continue to live with the FAMILY DISEASE of ALCOHOLISM. It not only distorys people but relationships as well....
PLUS your boys deserve atleast one healthy parent.....
My home group has one man in it and his presentence lets the rest of us see things from a total new point of view....so you would be giving to the group as well...
Please follow the suggestions others on this post have made...You are only alone if you choose to be....in the meantime;
Love and prayers from one who cares,