Hi Drained...I'm sorry you are in that slump but I too promise it gets better. I agree with everything before me (oh and if you get a chance for a Madam Dolly reading, go for it..it's great! You're a pretty special person, Madam Dolly doesn't offer that to just anyone
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The only other thing I would add is that working on gratitude really helped me get beyond the negative and all the self pity. I couldn't feel like a victim and be grateful at the same time. I found no matter how bad I felt I had it, when I stopped to make a gratitude list, i realized so much was good in my life too. Some days I felt so down that the list started as a meager one, but when I thought on it, one thing lead to another. I really do believe gratitude empowers a solution. Hugs.