I for some reason don't feel that I would be comfotable at a meeting. I think she has hit her bottom of the drinking when she put my youngest son in a bear hug while she was drinking. What gets me is the lies and the hiding stuff from me---the pills I found today were for depression---It's the fact that she hides them from me---I would not be upset if she would do it in front of my face-Its just the fact of doing it behind my back..Can trust be earned back here-I am really stuck on what to do.
My boys seem to be doing pretty good--they know that we love them and they arent any part of this--I miss my kids-I see them every weekend, but i feel letting them stay there is the best thing for now.