kj, deep breaths, it will be alright.
jewelz- isn't kinda nice though to know that you can see something in another man? i'm afraid i'll never be able to.
sorry you're all feeling kinda icky, my day started good - i had a granola bar and my weight watchers microwave meal for lunch but now i'm thinking about hitting the vending machine eventhough i have a yogurt in the fridge. so this weekend when i saw my ah he asked me what i really needed from him in order for us to get back together (besides staying clean - he has almost 90 days) so right now i'm working on my list - which keeps growing. he already agreed to marriage counseling, his own counseling and not being left alone with the kids for a long time. its kinda draining though to actually have to put down on paper what you need. well i'll let you know how i make out.