he is calling now - twice in the last 15 mins....have not answered, but almost wanted to due to reading damn letter...stupid manipulation!!! he probably can't believe i haven't called since he mailed the letter ( 5/19) - i just retrieved it from the mailbox today. i also was in the area where we spent most of our time together today - but brought a friend who would keep me on track - i am proud to say i survived it without having a breakdown.
am i crazy to hope and pray that he is on the way to his bottom????? this is so hard!!!!!!!