Yes I know they are...Im working on my feelings...
sorting them out...
I guess im realizin that I have been miserable most all
my life...esp in my marriage...i drank to numb all those
negative feelings i had.
Drank because i felt different, because i was lonely,
because no one understood me....and so on....
it wasnt anyones fault because of the way i felt all
those yrs....and i need to stop blaming folks....
My leaving is a sign of being healthy....If i stayed
in a miserable marriage is only because i allowed
myself to do so and fear kept me captive....
I still have time and work to continue to grow in
a more healthier way....
I remain teachable as always.....
And Anna,,,,i appreciate ur honesty with me....
sometime having another point out my defects when
im still blind to see them.... helps me out...
So anytime friend...
You Are Much Appreciated.
