If for one minute...that I think gf is going to trade one prison from
the bottle to another prison of my love or what my demands of love are.
I'm fooling myself.
At some piont, when she truns her will and her life over to a loving god
that's love her unconditionally...She's not going to need my love anyways.
At some piont when she's strong enough and clear head enough and becomes
spiritaul enough...She will not be spineless. She will tell me to go to hell if need
be.
She never got sober me...she got sober for herself....that's needs to clear to me.