Thanks for all your responses. I do have some thinking to do.
Toomuch- thanks for the quiz I took it and it did say my drinking was hazardous, but of course I already knew that.
Peter- Is panic attacks associated with alcohol. I know that two bad ones I had were while drinking, but is there proof or have others experience it.
I guess I'll see and hope that what happened these last two weekends won't happen again. Its not fair for my friend to have to take care of me like they have.