if you find your self a regular good dude ,who is not into drugs and is not some sort of player that will tell you anything to get some booty,
when you find this prince charming, you still will lose him if you do not give him some. i don't care what the others say. unless this man is some wierd 40 year old vergin or gay, he will no mater how cool and great you are to be around , up and find some somewere else, it is a big part of grown up's life. If a man can't get some from the girl he is into,he will walk after a while.not getting some does things to a guys head.maybe not old guys but men in there prime are going to need a little of that good stuff.heck old guys need lovin to, we have to have it.
i am not saying to be easy and quick to give up the booty , but you will have to do allot a whole lot better than 5 years. LOL
I am glad for you that you did not give it up to the dude with HEP-c and you are totaly out of anything with the addict. you did good with that one.