just like to say thank you to light.
you said it so well, i mean i struggle like everyone else because of my ah's addiction, but what you said was and is so true for me. i couldn't have explained it better. that you so much. sometimes because its not me and its my ah this time, i just don't want to remember what it was like and how i felt, i guess that gives me the chance to blame my ah for hurting me and not his addiction. not to make excuses, i think that its just the way it is.
ps, i think that this is why its so much harder for me to let go, cause i've been there and i know what its like first hand.