Its just so sad. Crack is one drug i can not figure out. I look at my abf and know without a doubt he does not enjoy it but when it calls him he answers the call. Why would someone want to feel that way paranoid, losing weight, not eating, not wanting to be around anyone, making weird faces, lose them self, lose there kids, lose their families. I dont get it, just dont understand it all I ask myself inside is WHY!
jewel