Rozied, So Sorry, Im Glad My Mother And Father Are No Longer Here To See My As This Way. He Was Her Favorite So Im Sure I Couldnt Have Stopped Here From Enabling Either. I Really Dont Have Advice, Im Struggling With Similar Issues Myself. As Teke, Anvil, And Big Sis Always Say, Do What You Can Live With. Ill Pray For You, Your Mother And Your As.