Good morning everyone, must be the weather, teke, I'm feeling kinda crappy too. I was reading some of the stuff from last night and teke, you asked about clubs or something to get involved in, well, before I moved I joined a book club at the local library. If you enjoy reading (which I find to be a great escape!) that might be a good idea. And someone once said to me something like, if you're feeling lost in your life you should do something for someone else, maybe volunteering, theres lots of great causes out there, that is if you have the time. Just some thoughts for ya. Hope you're feeling a little better today, oh, and I wouldn't beat yourself up over the call to AH, my little secret is that I saved his last message to me on my cell voicemail so I can hear his voice if I want. I know, I'm a little crazy too, but at least I'm the clean and sober one!! Hope everyone has a good day.