Teke, those are the exact reasons Im on the computer so much. I have to admit though staying off line at work is helping me in my positivity. Maybe because Im not dwelling on anything and Im accomplishing more.
How are your fish doing?
Blues, Im not the same psycho woman either. Ive been giving myself peptalks all day in case he shows up. I cant be mean just keep emotions out, treat him like a friend who steered me wrong, no anger but no pity either. ANd I keep visualizing him with sad eyes and me saying No.
I really have to practice that NO. I dont want to be eneded but thats my shortcoming I like feeling needed.
I had a moment earlier when I let my mind thing maybe he's with a nother girl, that feeling just sucks. I can not go there