an'ka

I'm at a crossroads. I realize that if I let it happen, my life will play out the same old pattern as if on repeat. AH will drink, I will worry, he will stop and find his way back into my home, be good for a while, relapse, I will kick him out, he will binge and then stop and find his way into my home.......It is almost comical now that I have kicked him out three different times from three different places I lived in. I mean, come on, am I going to do this forever? Sure looks that way.

I must find other options. I can't go that route again. I let him in waaaaaay too soon and then get disappointed when he relapses. How about maintaining separate residences for one year? We practically live separate lives as it is, have no joint bills, I bought my own condo this year. I am really beginning to feel stupid for kicking him out all the time.

Also, after six months, doesn't a person make a conscious choice to drink?