There are some people who I simply cannot stand in the rooms of AA. I have, in the past, wish relapse on them. I know thats pretty sick. I say that I don't care what people think about me, but in reality, I do care very much. I sometimes focus on the negative things in the program. However, I don't live in la la land and have seen some crazy things in the rooms. As some of you guys can imagine, I drive my sponser nuts.