after a period of abstinence..I blundered back into a binge at a wedding this weekend... my family and friends are all the same..come on have a drink.. (despite my awful drink history) Everyone seems to associate drink with fun.
Ive been spending a few days blaming other people for making me want to start drinking...
but im starting to realise the only person I need to convince that I DONT DRINK...is me..
once thats done.. well im a rookie ...but I think thats half the battle.
if its a wedding you simply cannot miss.. you have to have a plan on how your going to handle the people trying to tempt you to drink. If your ready to come right out firmly with "I dont drinK" and stick with it at this stage ..great.. otherwise.. go for some antibiotics type story..
ive been feeling lously since the wedding I went to on Saturday.. first mother of all hangovers.. then guilt, paranoia and shame.. make sure that your not in the same position next week.. please.