back to your post, astro......my sponsor told me up front when i first approached her about taking me on...."understand this...you will never graduate from recovery"
i understand the feeling of always feeling we are re-inventing ourselves...but thank god, don't you feel that the worst is behind you? from here on out, it's just all about self discovery?
(ha ha ha.....i sure feel better since yesterday) yesterday, i was ready to just eat dirt and worms.....and now i'm excited about the journey again.
are you still struggling with feelings about the realtionship that you were interested in pursuing, but the bar did not get raised?
if you don't want to discuss....that's ok. i just get this feeling of a bit of a struggle today.