the fact that you want to get better is great .. keep wanting it and it will happen . positive thinking can work wonders too .
glad you saw your p-doc . how long before the medication will kick in , i know somethings its 2 wks , sometimes 4 or 5 , or hopefully in this case it will work faster . and im assuming you felt a connection with him ? good luck next week but i hope to see more of your posts before then ..
keep checking in and read everything you can .. if you are a severe codie i must say , you are not alone and you are at the right place !!