thank you all for the prayers & the hugs. my family really needs them.i can remember we all were so very close.my kids were everywhere together.why does alcohol & drugs have to change people to the point you do not know who they are.it is sad & i am sad.my daughter went home after she got the keys back & took a shower &went to work.she will work another job tonite for a few hrs. she called at break & told me she was telling everybody she got car jacked to explain the bruises on her face & neck. she has always made me so proud of her. she took care of j. ( she is 8 yrs older )when i was out chasing his alcoholic father. i wish i could go back & change some of my choices in my life. i just pray about it.i say the serinity prayer so many times a day. i just pray alot...