laura, welcome to sr.....and welcome to sobriety......it is very brave of you to tell your husband....and your friends........it's takes a lot of courage to reach out and admit you have a problem, especially as a wife and mother.....we solve everyone else's problems....and don't often take the time to deal with our own......
i'm really glad you found us....you will find support and friendship here, and realise that you are not alone......you are not the only mother going through this.........
here is a link to a thread with many mothers just like you....so many of us know exactly what you are going through, the fear and guilt you are feeling......the insecurity and confusion about just how you ended up with such a problem........and how on earth you are going to get and stay sober while caring for a family.......we've all been there, we all have less than a year of sobriety......we'll be your friend, it is priceless having women who get exactly what you are going through.......please jump right in......you are always welcome....
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...part-23-a.html
hugs
ayla