((((Cind)))) I am sorry that this is happening again. Its hard for me to talk about it or give suggestions cause I am in a very familiar place as you. I guess is you have to stay strong for yourself and your kids thats what I am doing. I am also learning not to have any expectations of him... I am learning that when I dont expect something I am not as disapointed. I also hope you have a good nights sleep. And may tomorrow be a better and brighter day for you.
Hugs,
jewel