hello
your not in this alone, i am sorry your having a tough time, i am having a real tough time 2 at the moment fighting alcoholism i also find the thought of never drinking again very scary then again a carnt seem to stop at the moment i have been to 3 AA meeting and i felt more relaxed at the last one, but i am starting to think i just can not have one drink 1 leads to getting plastered then well anything can happen, i was also prescribed campral i think i will also start taking them again this is a rough ride for sure well thanks for your post and good luck 2 us all cya