In sobriety I've come to accept that life simply isn't easy. It's all about the challenges and opportunities for growth. As a drunk..I was a child stamping her feet about the injustice and difficulty of reality. I wanted life to be fun and easy. I wanted to cruise along without conscience....or open eyes really.
I starting to understand the rewards of becoming an adult. It's hard...I have my "wah wah" moments no doubt...but I'm finally growing up and learning how to be my own best friend. I'm learning how to love and take care of me cuz life is indeed a battle so ya gotta keep yourself in fighting form..emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually.