Thanks All.
I Have Went To Counseling For Me And She Says That She Is Wondering What Is Keeping Me With Him. After Everything I Tell Her, She Says I Know What I Need To Do, And She Doesn't Understand Why I Haven't Done It Already. I Just Tell Her I Don't Either, And Thats Why I'm Here. I'm Not Sure What I'm Scared Of. Cause Now That We Are Losing The House, I Don't Have To Worry About That Expense. So Pretty Much Everything Else, I Can Pay And Handle On My Own. So I Guess, What Is Keeping Me With Him?? I Told Him Once That I Think We Are In A Comfortable Love, And Not Really Inlove Anymore.
I Don't Know, All This Is Too Hard On Me. I Don't Know If I Even Wanna Fight For Us Anymore.