Oh kermeee I'm so sorry. I just saw this thread right now. I know how it sucks to be without a job, been there many times. With your skills and experience you'll get another one soon, and maybe even a better one.
You're in my prayers every day kermee, always are and always will be. You keep on posting here and let us know how you're doing cuz we're your "cheer-leaders", ya know?
Mike