Know the feeling
Sun Daisy - my thoughts and prayers are with you! I had to do the same thing with my husband of 20 years...but there is a time when we just have to let go for our own sanity and well being! I still love my husband with all my heart and the hurt is so deep I'm not sure I will ever trust another male ever again. Know you are doing what is best for you and your husband! I just try and hang on to each day!