Life is so ironic sometimes...
If you were there, he would say he drinks because of you....now that you are gone he is saying he can't stop drinking because you're not there.....
Golfman: Could you take my husband to dinner and repeat everything you said above? Seriously though, what happened to make you realize all of the above? I think that's why so many of us hang on forever, because one like you turns out okay. It's like a lottery though, just waiting for my number to be drawn. Probably never gonna happen....