carol, trace... what would i do without you? for real, everyone who responded to my "**** this!" deserves a round of applause.
i didn't go to a meeting last night, i went to sleep. i ate, and slept. i will DEFINITELY be at a meeting this evening. can't stop, won't stop. everything'll be okay, and trace... i don't plan to stop before my miracle, i earned that effin' miracle, dammit. haha.
in all seriousness, i do need to talk to my sponsor, and i do need to pray pray pray. everything will be alright, it always is. it's just hard, but y'know... that's how life is, hard. it's so much harder than it needs to be if i'm super stressed out, too. so, i will relax with my economic insecurity. i always think it's funny that in the promises it says "fear of economic insecurity will leave us". i have a hard time remembering that the FEAR will leave, not the insecurity. silly me, right?
anyway, thanks all. i'm much better than yesterday, which is a huge blessing. much much love.