Hey,
Thank you for sharing your story.
I moved about a year ago from Chicago to the lower east tip or Alabama, and I have been dealing with tring to stay clean. I hate the meeting down here, they are all kids it seems, that are being forced to go to these meetings. But I go. I go knowing this, and seeing that no matter what the people are like, it just makes me feel better just to go. I read my blue book every night before I go to bed as well. that tend to help me out more then the meetings. The Bottom line is, I just wanted to tell you, that I hope you don't give up on yourself, and I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts.
Amy