You have gotten some excellent advice, I would only add to talk to your sponsor about what is up, pray, and as my first sponsor used to tell me when something was really eating me up inside, "Go to a meeting and throw that tu#d on the table"! Every time I followed his advice and did that some how from some where someone would say something that led me to the answer in some way.
Keep us informed hon, I will have you in my prayers and follow the advice from Laurie and parentrecovers.