I'm sorry Homer, I just reconize a bit of myself in your posts, no matter how long you've been saying them. But I am leaving this thread. I don't come here to debate, I come to help myself and others. Debates like this just lead me to drama that I don't need, and trigger all my judgemental fears. I'll run away in the end if I stay, so off I go. Self care
It's pointless to go in debating circles for me.
I can't fix you, but always open to a new friend. Feel free to PMme if you'd like to chat.