Remember - even when there is no money, an A will find a way to get his alcohol.
If he's serious about his recovery - he'll find a way to do it.
You know in your heart that he's just quacking. If he's not - he'll prove it to you without you having to do a darn thing.
Why do you feel guilty? My guess is that your A knows just how to get to you!
Mine sure did. I was feeling guilty for years after we were seperated and even guilty after our divorce was final!!!!
Now that I understand better why I felt guilt - it's easier to see the potential guilt I could carry that isn't mine to carry! I hope that you'll figure that out too and not have to go through what I did to get there!
Stay strong - no guilt allowed. Your A is responsible for himself. You are responsible for yourself - there is no guilt in that.