I hear your point Debaucher...thank you. And Free-at-last...I dunno. I may just give it a rest right now. I hate that I feel so lousy after each meeting. I'm going thru a lot right now and I feel slapped in the head whenever I go. I'm not strong enough at the moment to feel so damn disappointed. It's hindering my spirit at the moment. I just might need some time to reassess.