Prayers please
Hello everyone,
Tonight I am asking prayers for me. I found out yesterday by mistake that my mom has had a stroke. She has been in the hospital since last week, and no one bothered to call me. I don't have much to do with my family but still she is my mom. I went to the hospital tonight and was barred from entering her room. They had a list with my only my name on it that could not see her. I felt like a piece of SH**. Right now I just want to rip someones head off. Please pray that I can find the peace in myself again. I hate feeling like I am right now, and want to go back to they way I was.
I looked on the board tonight the first time since Friday and know that so many others need prayers more than I do, but if you could spare one that would be fine. Missed my meeting tonight to go and see her and now I feel worse than before. I hate having such a screwed up family. At least I have a sane one here on this board.
This goes to my real family :uzi2: that might really get me in jail
Thank you for letting me vent tonight.
Love all of you and will keep you in my prayers