Hey greeneyes,
Let's start with your boyfriend. He doesn't hate you,...he hates what you become when you are drunk.
As for being strong,...I'm mister weak himself. But anyone can do this. All it takes is motivation and doing whatever it takes. Posting here, going to AA and such. If you know you would be so loved when sober,... let that be a motivation! You CAN do this,... but you have to really want it for yourself.
Sometimes one of us falls of the wagon,... it happens on a regular basis. The trick is to dust yourself off and get right back on that wagon. Don't let one moment of weakness be an excuse to feel sorry for yourself again and start drinking full time again. Get back on the wagon and carry on,... one day at a time.
We are all here for you and have been where you are. Take it easy sugah'. You'll get there,... Rome wasn't built in one day you know. When it comes to not drinking,... all you have to do is not pick up that first glass.
You can do it,... most of us allready did. It's a bumpy road but its a great adventure and you will make a lot of friends here.
