Hi Red Welcome.
Great job on 3 1/2 months.
Can't wait till I can say even 1 month.
So I am on day 4 of being sober so I really cant tell you what is or isnt normal emotionaly.
But I wanted to welcome you and there will most definately be alot of responses coming your way through out the day.
I live far from that crap too.
Was the best thing that ever happened to me.
Being back in the woods brings peice of mind to me. I dont know where in the world you are but it is snow up to our ears here. But as the weather gets nice the country is so peaceful and serene. I like to sit on my deck and just listen to my surroundings. Plus you can blast your music and nobody cares.
Good Luck and keep coming back. This board is great and very helpful.