The answer lies in acceptance ... and in the rooms of AA for me.
Also focusing on what we are to become ...
and less on what we HAD become.
There is a way out.
If you went to a meeting, you probably got a calling list of people who, believe it or not - really do want you to call when it gets 'bad'.
Use it.
And - I'm here all night, too (I"m on at work) so feel free to write.
Congratulations on your sober time!
Read the 'excerpts' thread, I think there's something in there that might help. There's a lot of chemisty going off in your body around now, too that contributes to depressive feelings and enhances the feeling of being alone.
The ONLY place ... where I know I am not alone, though, and for the first time in this rather long life has been in the rooms of AA.
Trust God
Clean House
Be of Service
barb