I have never been married no kids. But I have my grams whom I live with. Also I like be alone. So I really can't give any advice here. But I know others will. i just didnt' want you to think nobody is reading ur post. It is a little late. I know tomorrow you will get some responses.
All I can really say is try to stay busy. Call a friend. A clean friend.
i wish you luck. I am always up late. If you get too lonely. feel free to Pm..Im. Whatever you feel.