Great job Alex
There are some great drunks in Orange County! I only say that because I have been to meetings out there. Nice folks.
Have you decided to give AA a try? For me it beats "white knuckling."
Please feel free to post in the AA forum and dig in to the info.
Thanks for sharing and it's great that you are sober. Your family will appreciate it, and you will appreciate them much more when sober than when drunk.
Ken