am i an idiot?!
it was almost two full days without talking and i was doing so well... then i had to make the phone call, talked for a minute, ended up fighting, i said some rude things out of anger, and hung up. now she's the one not returning my calls and i'm the one that can't seem to let go of this arguement... i'm the one who's supposed to be with the power, so why do i always let her win?!
i need to be more mature!
i need to find something to occupy my fingers when they're reaching for the phone...