Hey Alex!
Glad to see how much time you have under your belt! I mark every single one of my days sober. I am sober 100 days today and so greatful.
I did not see if you attend AA or not. Have you ever considered it? It sounds as though you operate on sheer will power and I commend you for it. I know for myself that will power was never enough, and no matter how long of a sober run I would go on, that I would drink again without a program. Just being nozy here!
You are doing such a great job, and youre right, your wife, daughter and YOU are so worth it. Keep it up!
A friend in sobriety,
LG