I can only tell you what I would do. I usually try to do what I say I'm going to do unless an emergency comes up or something. If I said I was going to be somewhere and that person was counting on me to be there........I'd pick myself up by my bootstraps and force myself to go. Ya know.......I've had to do that to get to a meeting......I didn't feel like going......I didn't want to get dressed and drive..........but I did and it always turned out to be a positive thing. Just a thought...........