33years18drunk

Well, first off, I appreciate your response. As I said I have never been to anything like this before. I am really trying to get my, pardon the word, "****" together without ruining my life. Don't really know where to start. I know I have a problem, but I am having a seriously hard time coming to terms with it and admitting it to my hubby. Any advise? Thanks a lot, fellow Texan!