((Duet))
I understand your feelings, i've been through that last year when i kicked my boyfriend of 6 years out of the house. I didn't know what he was up to & where he was for one month + and that drove me insane!
Fortunately i went travelling during that time for work & holidays so it helped keep my mind off him, it is very difficult when you're so used to have your loved one around...yet it is necessary to take a step back sometimes, to ponder things. Try to take it as a chance to have some time for you, do things with friends, family etc...
Hugs
Carine